A sign of true repentance is the acknowledgment that we deserve all the afflictions, visible and invisible, that come upon us, and even greater ones.
St. John Climacus
Thanksgiving dulls the fierceness of your illness! Thanksgiving brings the ailing person consolation! The tutored heart, sweetened by thanksgiving, is renewed through the power of a living faith. Illumined by the sudden light of faith, the mind begins to contemplate the divine Providence of God... The sickbed is often the place where one gains the knowledge of God and the knowledge of self. The suffering of the body often brings spiritual joys, and the sickbed is often watered with tears of repentance and tears of joy in God.
St. Ignatius Brianchaninov